Songs

So yeah, I write songs. Well actually I only kinda write the lyrics for songs, I'm not the best at composing music but I am determined to learn so I can do it properly.

All the songs I write are all to do with my life and feelings in that moment in time. For example I have just finished writing a new song, I don't have a name for it but I have decided to post it anyway. So yeah read it and see if you can figure out what its about..... tbh its not very hard but aw well haha :p

What is happening to me?
I don't know who I am anymore,
Maybe this song will help me see,
I know sometimes i'm a real bore,
but you always leave me wanting more.

My life is already starting to suck,
I don't even want to think,
what it will be like when you leave,
I miss you already,
I will never see you- Oh fuck.

I'm completely taken and obsessed with you,
Hung up on you,
I don't even know what I want from you,
I've never met anyone like you,
You are completely different from anyone I've ever known.

When your upset I'm upset,
When you cry I cry too,
I hate to see you stressed and upset,
You don't need me,
Noone depends on me the way I need you.

I am trying my hardest to give you space,
and show that I can change and mature,
I'm always happy to see your face,
although sometimes it doesn't seem like it,
but my loyalty to you is pure.

I have a strange fascination, infatuation and bessottment with you,
you make me do irrational things,
which I regret doing everytime,
You sound so different,
you have a beautiful voice when you sing.

I know its selfish and stupid,
but I want you all to myself,
Your pretty and I love your hair,
your sucha nice, kind and completely honest person,
I may not show it but I really do care.

I'm sorry,
I like having your attention,
I'm a confused teenage girl I am not normal,
I know you've kind of disowned me,
but I hope we can work it out.

<3 <3 <3